The Ferment of Reform and Culture

DBQ on Monday and I don't know Jack.
HEY a series of unfortunate events look interesting [but jim carrey does NOT]
LOTs of practicing skit for 3 hour days. Wait that was only two.
Okay, I have absolutely NO emotion right now.

MOLEVIS PRESLEY is going to go PLATINUM baby! He is burning hotness as of this moment.

That is all.

Tofurkey was a BUST

LALALA
Wow my toesies nailses are growing LONG. I just forgot what I was supposed to say. Is this karma or what? Heheh I just figured out what that means. I mean, ever since I started posting here it feels like I'm being avoided or ! I forgot to give in the turkey things. DAmn. Uh yeah.

SIGH winterball? seems so last week. I don't want to sulk on it, so I won't. If no one's asking me, I'm not going. It's not like anything so special, anyways. I didn't go the last two years, but I definitely want to go next year. Plus, dresses are SO conformist.

Eating lots of leftovers isn't doing so well, because I'm freakin' hungry right now I could eat a Cow. but, thats bad. so I'm not going to eat a cow. I'd rather eat a CHOCOLATE cheesecake.

OH I KNOW NOW. MOles! we get to do moles in chem! part of me is happy about it but part of me is disappointed because I have to make it myself. Sheesh Elvis Presley is HOTTTTT. WHy did he have to OD and die so soon. :(

I'm really confused with my life right now, but I guess it's normal. No one's life can just be figured out right then and there.
OH NO another song stuck in my head
AUTO SHOW PICS ON MY XANGA

its something like, lalalala come down now. i should remember who sings it but I don't.

GO AWAY I WANT TO HATE YOU SO MUCH BUT SOMETHING MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I SHOULDN'T

All I Want For Christmas Is YOU, so SUPRISE ME, you big loser.

GAH. Vivace Christmas!
I REALLY REALLY want that party. I cannot stress this enough. I swear, if everyone wants to surprise me, they can convince my mom to let me have the party at my house or at someone else's house. But then I like to organize and take charge of everything, so if it wasn't at my house, it'd feel weird.

kITTYo0okat: dip it low
kITTYo0okat: pick it up slow
kITTYo0okat: roll it all around poke it out like your back broke
CREAMY veevi: POP POP
CREAMY veevi: POP THAT THANG
kITTYo0okat: imma show you how to make your man say "OOOHHHHHH"
CREAMY veevi: OOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHh

AMAZING RACE!!!! OH my love, you have come back for your heart!

DBQ is tomorrow, but uh. i get to go to the INTERNATIONAL AUTO SHOW. For some reason I always think that there will be hot babes in bikinis and then everyone looks at me weird when I say that. WhaT?! There isn't? Then where are there hot girls in bikinis? On the car calendars? OH yeah, DBQ. I hope I don't have to do it early.

SOMEWHERE ONLY WE KNOW........

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ WAIT! There's an element called Vivianite. TiGHT.

Okay, SOMEHOW all this got erased. but HEY who cares, no one reads this anyway :D OOH then I can start gossipin' bout people...But I'm not like THAT. I'm nice. NO offense, dears :)

Let's see. Something about Christmas? OH YEs. My playlist has all these FRIKIN GOOD CHRISSSSTMAS SONGS I can feel the beat yeah. OH and this threat
YOU BETTER BE GOOD YOU SINFUL PEOPLES OR ELSE
SANTA MIGHT WHIP YOU GOOD.

All I Want For Christmas Is YOUUUUU!
"YOUUUUUUUU" = MY XMAS PARTAYYYY. God I can feel it now. All the excitement and the presents and lights and the beer OOH my gosh I am having an excitement seizure OH YEAHUH I might be able to convince my mom since I got lots of goodish things this week. FREAK I need to study for PRECALC. [MOtivation: Think about the XMAS PArty.]

Part of me feels left out for not going to JSA because I heard it was SO MUCH fun. but then I realize that that defies the real purpose of going which is to Debate, so I don't want to waste someone else's time when I probably won't go there for the real reason anyway. And PLUS I have BRUISES from booboo's birthday bash. HOW MANLY IS THAT.

LALALAL i'mm hunnngry HUNGRY HUNGRY HIPPO!
Hm I wonder what guys do for fun besides looking at porn, video games, staring at girls, masturbating, all of the above. Wow it must be PRETTY boring to have nothing to stare at.

I would LOVE to GLUMP you right now. SO EXCITED for things that do not exist.

The Kids' Book of Questions by Gregory Stock, PH.D.

[This is in my Xanga, too. It's just SO important that I decide to paste it in both blogs. SIGH. If life was paradise.]

WHEW i was so sore and out of it this morning, but after my HOT HOT HOT shower with an anonymous person :D, I'm a bit more hungry again.
Here are some questions to think about. Comment if you want. From the BIG book of Questions (for Kids). MY answers are in italics :D
These are ordered randomly, so don't think about it...that way.

-If you were offered $100 to kiss someone you liked in front of your school class, would you do it?
Yes. If it was you, OF COURSE I WOULD.

-If you had only five minutes to think up a nickname for yourself and knew everyone would use if it for years, what would you pick? What would you pick for your best friend? Your parents?
I think my nickname would be...God. LOL, no offense. Hmm, I can't think of anything right now.

-If you had to pick a new first name for yourself, what would you choose?
I absolutely adore my name, because it's unique. Therefore, I wouldn't change it. EVER. Well, unless the person I'm married to has a weird last name.

-Would you rather have to repeat a grade in school or gain a lot of weight?
I would shoot for gaining weight because my ass is so puny.

-If you were to be stranded for ten years on a tiny island paradise about the size of a football field, how many people would you want with you and who would they be? Make believe you would be in no danger and would have a place to sleep as well as any food you needed.
At first I was going to say I was going to win Survivor style because I argued with Sarina that she would die first if this ever happened, but HMM there are so many lovers. How do I pick? Well, I guess I'll need some hot guys to reproduce and have pleasure with, so guys would be first. Then all the people I hang out with and such, and all my close friends. Are parents important? Nahh. They're just going to yell amd nag. OOH but then I would want some celebrities too, so they can act for us and stuff.

-Pretend there are three people in a doctor's office: A one year old baby, a grandmother with a LOT of grandchildren who love her, and a teenager who works hard but just flunked out of high school. They are all seriously ill but you can save one of them.
No comment.

-If, by magic, you had the power to pick one person and always be able to read that person's mind, who would you pick?
I doubt anyone's going to want to read my nasty mind :D

"You'll be amazed to find how far one little question can lead you."

1564894512313648 x 10^34 TIMES

HAHAH That how many times STEVEN fell at My booboo's roller skating party :D It was AWESOME. I couldn't have expected it better. Although I didn't meet THAT many new people, I did have lots and lots of fun. We did the mambo line so many times, I got tired of all the pressure on my shoulders. HEH HEH me and Helen are trendsetters, all right. UM and I drunk I'm think again. UH OH. MUst be all those shots me and Justin had. :D

UHHH OOH I got my award thing, it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, I felt so guilty because we were supposed to usher people in, but we just...stood there. I got free lunch, though. WHOO HOO fOOd rocks. and I got [yi bai kuai] if you can figure out how much THAT is, you have super pin yin skills.

My legs are sore right now, but not as sore as all those XC people. AWW Susie got in at the last minute, but she only got one round. I LOVE YOU SUSIE!! When she was running without the skates on, I was definitely "King of the World." HEHE :@

WOW today was seriously NOT what I had expected, and this was, to me, a break from my stressing about HW and stuffers. Because I really don't need that stress, and I'm all laid back now. HMM, now about WINTERBALL :D

Hmm, anyone willing to lend me their house for my XMas party? I mean, I can organize it all...with the games. Damn, I really wanted it at my house, but I doubt we can fit all my lovers up in there.

Guys are like.. Popcorn; they satisfy you, but only for a little while.

Mormons

DAMN Acadeca scrimmage/bonding trip is CANCELLED. Which means I'm available for Winterball, which I don't really want to go to, but want to, a little. HMM Marg's already my prom date, so I wonder who will be my winterball date. Maybe I shouldn't go at all. It's such a waste.


OH but prom is a definite YES because I am so looking forward to that. Me and may are going to spark it up!!! I promised to wear a neon pink dress, and I probably will. BUT um, where do you go to find a neon pink dress? And next year Prom will ROCKERS. I must get a dress that says, "STARE AT ME." Oh, yeah, and a date to go along with that theme, too. So I;m guessing, Brad PItt? :D

I'm not so stressed anymore, about the homework and all. Hmm, I guess this is Junior year, huh? It's just an extension of sophmore year, but then I know more people and I have just a LITTLE bit more fun. I LOVE YOU FIFI the ASSASSIN :D I had a good talk with her at 14, 15. I was afraid she didn't love me anymore!

OOH Christmas Party, oOOH before that...the Thanksgivin' "study session" but ya know what that means to me...PARTAYYYY!

I'm getting an award tomorrow for chinese school. I'm so nervous, because I'm afraid theyre going to make me say some chinese speech or something. UGH why do I have to be soo good? LOL Well, yeah. And I have to go alone. Which makes it worse because then I'll keep thinking about all the LOVERS that are on the JSA trip. OH well, must keep an open, optimistic mind. I think I'm treating myself to a GAP shop out tomorrow. I mean, I have to use the card SOMEDay.

YAY I found my Sophocles book. PHEW that means I get my new book, the one that, when you flip it, smells like blood and wood mixed together. :D

jig gle, v. 1. to move up and down or to and fro with short, quick jerks. HAHAH

The USA PATRIOT Act

Hey, that actually stands for something.
Man, it's around 1 at night, I don't know why I'm still doing this at this hour. It's just that I just blanked out at my patriot act persuasive essay and I don't do all-nighters so this may well be the last thing I see before my head hits the desk.

My hands are cold. I hope I don't have cancer.
I can feel myself getting more confidence everyday, today I absentmindedly knocked on these two girls watching this indian film and talked to them about having watched LAGAAN.

I found the OC [porn] tape I was supposed to give Rose last week. Oh well, winners can be choosers. Hmm, that don't sound right. But whatever. HREOI, I'm wasting time.

I always underestimate myself. Then I think about it and think about how lucky I am to be in the position that I am. If I had to do it all over again, I wouldn't have changed ANyThing. Seriously, though. If I didn't do the things I did, I would've never gotten to this point. However, I would like to give others a chance, get to know them more.

My dates decreased to 1.5 All those other 3 weren't good enough for me, so I just swapped them off like flies. :D

HEY i actually understand music. {ACA DECA}
OH! and marg was actually telling the truth, i assumed she was lying. :D sorry!

oh yeah, i have to go sleep now. forgot about that.

Angular Velocity

Wow I just got back from a family type reunion thing and it feels awkward EVERY time I go there because I don't go to the same school with them, don't have the same friends, yada yada yada. Man, I really wish we could get along. It's not like I'm not trying. Every time I go to one of those things, I get good memories. I remember all the times when me and my older cousins were small and used to fool around, but now we just CHILLAX and basically do nothing. HEY, at least we're not hating each other, right?

Oh gosh Why do I always have to feel guilty when I'm liking someone. Maybe because most of the "hi-school period" was all about me keeping secrets, and then BAM! when I finally 'fess up, it's weird. So, the only person that's on my LIST is Steven LO. Everyone else: DELETED. HAHAHA what a bad way to say it. Whatever, can't wait until my XMAS party. If I'm having it, that is.

OH NO I can't go to Karen's party. Sheesh I kinda knew this was going to happen, now I have to spend my afternoon, alone, and trying to look pretty. Alone.

AHH I'm pretty happy, though. If the horoscope is right, and this IS a lucky day, well then, my lucky day wasn't so lucky after all. A bit luckier than most, though. I think I don't like about myself is the way I handle relationships. Not relationships RELATIONSHIP, but relationships in general. I wind up having awkward relationships with people I actually want to have good relationships with, and that pushes me off track.

GREAT now I'm back in depression mode. Shouldn't have taken all that Valium, huh?

OOH yeah, gotta go study study study for my chinese test and I got to get rolling on my argument esssay for Expos. I hope I do good, right now I don't know how well I'm doing, but it doesn't look good.

Friday. 3:45. 4.5 Dates. Shrek 2. Do I sense a bit of hotness around here? [Hahah, not 1/2 of a person!]Plus, 26th, November. Marg's Hotel. Girls Girls Girls XXX. :D

Why do young people like listening to noise?

SHIZZ I just realized I don't have time to tape the AMAZING RACE, because I'm taping Gilmore Girls and OTH. NOONOO This is probably a sign that I'm doomed. .do.om.ed.

LESSEE school sucks more.
and I'm just realizing this NOW.
LAdeeDA. OOH my new fancy name is Vivace. It's Latin, I think and it means lively. Yeah, yeah. The same thing my name meant before, but it's UM...more fancy. Yep.

Gosh I feel like such a nerd this year :D With ACADECA and everrthying. But being such a nerd makes me happy and I got to know FAT FRANCIS!!! He flicked me off today! BAD francis.
Oh and I lost another book today, thats #3 out of the school books I lost.

YAY Rose told me her dirty secret. But i'm good. I won't tell no body Rose. I love you, HONEYBUNS. It's great that we're both Aries, too. That means we even have the same horoscope!

Steven Lo was very disappointing today. Sheesh, why did he have to talk about that hot girl to me today. I didn't even CONSIDER that he had the hots for HER. DAmmit. :D I'm okay.

OH Christmas PARTY, YO! Tell me what you think. I am the ULTIMATE party planner.

Boulevard of Broken Dreams

WOW This is SO much better than Xanga..but hey, no one can beat XANGA. It's just that..it feels more individual here. My OWN website :D I concur, GOOGLE. HEY if you change some words around BLOGGER could be GOOGLE. shizz what does GOOGLE mean anyway.

Okay, maybe it's not so good because I'm not inspired. I'm like, typeless. Gosh, I am such a miserable fuddyduddy when Auntie Flo is over. Yes, we should so KILL her. :D

Stupid PATRIOT ACT.

I can't wait until my Tofurkey Day Date. What should I wear?! PANT PANT PANT.

This weekend: Karen's Birthday, My Award Ceremony, and JSA. It's too late to join JSA but I hear from Sarina and Kat that it's going to ROCK THEIR SOCKS OFF! Damn, I should've joined earlier. Have fun without me :( Don't come back pregnant. I REALLY want to go to Karen's party but I doubt that I can go...so I have to stay home, after receiving something gloriful [is that a word?] How fun. Hey maybe I can watch more Barbie. That was FUN FUN FUUUUN.

LALALALALALALA
:-0 I just found out that FELIX from OTH was LUCAS in POWER RANGERS!!! GO GO POWER RANGERS!