She's a lady. Finally!

Wow, haven't blogged here in heckers long.
Here's what's up.
My crush is gone, but I guess there's still little bits here and thurr but he's moved on and jumped back on the bandwagon but nonetheless our relationship is fantasatico.
I got my first kiss! From My dear lover Fiona Ng. Wow I didn't realize it was my first kiss until dear Mary told me. Hmm, now for the first kiss with a GUY. With tongue, of course.
Haha.
Right now, I'm having my period. Went to Nicole's house afterschool today to have cramp relieving hangout period. Went pretty good, actually. We ate, watched Model Behavior and MADE and scanned XC/track pix for boners. That was SURPRISING. And that's too bad, because now all of Nicole's pictures have them, because they're all the same. Interesting highlight of my day.
Mike's scavenger hunt is making me bloat.
So tell me when you're going to let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.
EXCITED for Junior Escape and Junior Prom. But I'm scared...What if I don't get a date for Junior Prom? At first I was counting on my crush but then he had to find someone again, so that's out of the question. And there are no close guy friends who might be interested in me, so I'm basically...doomed. I guess I'm no better than all my other friends. And the dresss. I NEED MY DRESS TO BE UNIQUE FLASHY, something that just says VIVIAN! and... MY DRESS IS BETTER LOOKING THAN YOURS.
Oh yeah, it's 2005. Everything's changing. I hope I'm being more responsible, but being on here changes the whole idea of that...but I have become more organized and I'm trying really hard to get good grades.
TV SHOWS ARE JUST ASKING TO BE WATCHED.
SUNDAY--MOUNTAIN
TUESDAY--AMAZING RACE
WEDNESDAY--LOST, ALIAS
THURSDAY--OC, LIFE AS WE KNOW IT
PLEASE..I want to sit down without cramps and watch TV all day. Or more like, TiVo. I realized you actually had to pay for LIFETIME/ MONTHLY service fees. DAMMIT. Hmm, I'm going to go research for that Microsoft iRiver player thing. But what DO I want for belated Christmas?
Karen CUT HER HAIR. Now it's soft, not rough.
ELLEN!
Tito, Chino, Paul, and J-DAWG.
Personal Statements.
ERica.
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