As we go on, we remember...

Today was the last day we saw the seniors...And I'm not sad yet. I don't think it's hit me yet, until I realize that we won't ever be seeing them again. Me and Joy was going to get this thing together for our favorite senior Tilly Li, but I don't know if I want to wake up at 7:00 AM to send it off to her. I wonder if I can sneak into the graduation? So many good people are going off and making babies soon.

Jeez, this time next year we'll be going off too. I wonder how we'll feel? I think the only reason that I'm not emotionally touched yet is because there aren't that many seniors in my classes and the ones that are, are trying to stay happy. No bad feelings, eh?

I really want to watch Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. But I think no one wants to watch it with me. Tuesday, June 7th.

My brother's graduating right now and I'm home alone. I'm supposed to be "studying" for the SATs on Saturday but I just don't have that study feeling. I just don't feel like it. I mean, all the people who got 2400s pretty much said they didn't study, so why should I? Just kidding. I'm scared. I don't want to get lower than I did before, but the only problems I'm having on the SAT is my knowledge of vocab. Grr.

We had birthday gram tryouts today. Went pretty well, I guess? I learned the song on the spot, so that must be okay. I have a feeling I'm going to lose again though. How predictable. I kept looking at the clock because I was supposed to be at a new volunteer orientation even though I'm really not a "new volunteer." I worked as a volunteer last year with them, so why should I have to go through that again?

Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this...