Movieuphoria

I'm so happy. I watched like, 6 movies these past two days (weekend) Let's see what they are, so I don't forget to include them in my other blogspot: Along Came Polly, The Whole Ten Yards, Princess Diaries 2, Win a Date with Tad Hamilton, The Day After Tomorrow, and I'm currently finishing Napoleon Dynamite. I am making a on-Demand/ digital cable-movie thing a MUST HAVE when I get to college or have a house. I mean, I cannot live without movies. It is my life. :) I'm so lame, huh?

I was browsing the senior xangas and I looked at all their pictures and I think I'd be more satisfied if our class were to um...be more friendly with each other? I noticed that most of the pictures were just with their own friends. It's basically like knowing only 1/2 of the class. I wonder what would happen at the high school reunions. "I don't remember you..OH, I didn't know you. Sorry." I'd hate that to happen to me. Bleh.

I really want Senior activities to come now...after I try to meet everyone in the class of `06. We will have a bangin' time at Senior Picnic, Senior Luncheon, Senior Prom...and GRADUATION. Man will that feel sad and happy and the same time. Reminder to self: Buy a cheap but nice camera so I can lug it all around school and then make some nice grad gifts for everyone. :) I love you all. I can't wait to spend so much time with y'all. <3 <3

Am I really that smart? I'm just DIRTY.

Your IQ Is 115

Your Logical Intelligence is Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

So I went to school today. Missed the bus; missed reg. Eh, wasn't important anyway, right? I hope not. UH OH.

Well, I went to measure the FIRST FLOOR HALLWAY for Spirit Committee and it was very tiring. I forgot to tell Rayna (Co-Art Director) that we were measuring at 11:00AM so I guess she just came early. When I got to school, I saw her and she asked me why I wasn't there. OOPS! I forgot to tell her that we were doing it later. Aw, I just hope she doesn't think I'm selfish. :( Oh, well. Now we have all the measurements (which I'm totally redrawing, because it looks like SHEEET)

I don't know if I should volunteer again. I feel so awkward for some reason, but I'm looking forward to it again, only because I get to take ART classes after I finish in the morning. And let's see if I can fit some...dance classes in there? CHA CHA CHA. Yum.

Studying can be exhausting.

Your Expression Number is 5

A total multi-tasker, you have a wide variety of talents. You're very versatile and able to change at a drop of a hat. A free spirit, you crave change and adventure. Clever and quick witted, you can convince anyone of anything. You can do anything you desire... though this sometimes gets you in trouble! Very popular, you're always thinking up new ways to entertain and amuse your friends. Your restless and impatient attitude means you don't stay with projects for long. You tend to be erratic and scattered - it's hard for you to focus. You often find yourself in a state of flux with constantly changing interests.

What's Your Expression Number?

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.

You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

Who's the True You?

The Narrow and Wide Gates

SAT I. I retook it. I was so surprised by the number of people that were there...taking the SATs. I tried to wait for Miss Sandy Ngan so we could be in the same room, but I ended up taking it in another room. I didn't even realize I was taking the SAT until one hour into it. I was like, I really don't want to be here. Am I here? Is this a dream? I was not prepared at ALL. But I think I did pretty okay, so there goes my second try. I better get a higher grade or that's 40 buckarooos down the freakin' drain.

Then my parents rushed me to my graduation, where I was unnecessarily late. That was funny, because I thought the graduation was going to start at 2. It said so on the paper that my chinese teacher gave me...so we chillaxed in the car for about 20 min. because we thought we were a bit too early. So when I got there I was like o.O (chris face) Why is everyone wearing the graduation gowns already? OMG did they already go? I was so SHOCKED. But we ended up just sitting there in the "auditorium" for around an hour while they had all those other freakin' awards. Jeez. We didn't even have to be there until 3. Yeah, that finished...I'm so glad I'm done!

Oh, I thought I had something important to say. OH YEAH.
Guess what I ate today.
It's so exotic that you'd never guess correctly.


Pig Tongue (pork) It was sliced and the outside was fried in honey. It's not as graphic as it sounds. But that's basically it. Nice to know what tongue tastes like. If I become cannibalistic I won't forget the tongue.

OMG I HAVE A CHEM FINAL. Yay~

It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday...

And I'll take with me the memories.

I didn't make birthday grams. Did I say that already? Typical. Why did I even waste my time when I knew certain people were going to make it anyway? For the altos, I think that the people who made it deserve their position, but I'm just uneasy about the Soprano parts. Some people only got in because of their connections. I don't want to sound mean, but they didn't even seem enthusiastic and genuine and they're not all that good. That's not fair. High School sucks.

I have SATIs tomorrow and I'm typing this up. How naughty and Lowell-like. Yeah, that was lame. Hahah, I'm so bad. My mom just came in and I tried to cover this up. Somehow she always finds out, but whatever. I know I'm going to do at least a little better. I have confidence in myself.

Well, the only thing I have going on for me now is being Spirit Committee secretary. I feel needed. Hmm, I wonder if guys feel like this when it comes to girls. Somewhere I heard that guys NEED attention from girls for them to like us. I mean, it's partly true...but what if you're shy and you don't give them attention for the reason that you like them? Understand? Neither can I, my brother's blasting Christian music from my old comp.

'TIAN MI MI' de ai qing dou zai ni de shen shang.

As we go on, we remember...

Today was the last day we saw the seniors...And I'm not sad yet. I don't think it's hit me yet, until I realize that we won't ever be seeing them again. Me and Joy was going to get this thing together for our favorite senior Tilly Li, but I don't know if I want to wake up at 7:00 AM to send it off to her. I wonder if I can sneak into the graduation? So many good people are going off and making babies soon.

Jeez, this time next year we'll be going off too. I wonder how we'll feel? I think the only reason that I'm not emotionally touched yet is because there aren't that many seniors in my classes and the ones that are, are trying to stay happy. No bad feelings, eh?

I really want to watch Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. But I think no one wants to watch it with me. Tuesday, June 7th.

My brother's graduating right now and I'm home alone. I'm supposed to be "studying" for the SATs on Saturday but I just don't have that study feeling. I just don't feel like it. I mean, all the people who got 2400s pretty much said they didn't study, so why should I? Just kidding. I'm scared. I don't want to get lower than I did before, but the only problems I'm having on the SAT is my knowledge of vocab. Grr.

We had birthday gram tryouts today. Went pretty well, I guess? I learned the song on the spot, so that must be okay. I have a feeling I'm going to lose again though. How predictable. I kept looking at the clock because I was supposed to be at a new volunteer orientation even though I'm really not a "new volunteer." I worked as a volunteer last year with them, so why should I have to go through that again?

Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this...

What dreams are made of--chocolate

There's so much going in my life right now but there isn't. Like, you know your life is moving forward but it's really just standing still. I don't know, I'm not good at articulating my feelings. I just have this uneasiness in my heart, like there's something better for me out there, something that I just haven't found yet.

I wore my old bridemaid's skirt to school today and I guess it was unusual because people kept admiring it and asking why I was wearing it. :P I had to use it for a skit and for the APUSH party, so I ended taking off my sweats and wearing it throughout the day. But I have self-esteem problems. I was hairy, so I just wore pantyhose. That makes me feel so shallow, because in my mind I'm telling to myself, "Who really cares? It's not like they're going to use them for anything or it's not going to hurt them."

My summer is going okay so far. I'm planning on taking art classes at the Academy of Art downtown and dance lessons at the Mission Rhythm and Motion Dance Center. Come join me! But the other aspect of my summer is the volunteering. Seems like everyone wants a job nowadays. The whole point of a summer is to relax. SUMMER BREAK should be the time where you meet up that summer love and go to the beach to make out. Summer Break is the time where you go to Disneyland everyday and ride the rollercoasters 3443924832 times. But for us, Summer Break is the time where you somehow NEED to have a job, or else you won't get into a UC. That's not the freakin' point! I mean, c'mon. If you're getting a job at Stonestown (no offense) do you really want to work there when you grow up? How is this benefitting at all?

Hmm, that sounds contradictory to what I said before, that Summer Break is the time to have fun, and I guess working at Starbucks can be pretty fulfilling. So, you know what? Do what your heart desires. Just don't have any regrets. ANY. Because then, your lifestyle will start to decline because you're constantly thinking about what you COULD'VE done.

I watched Titanic today. I cried. Typical, huh? I mean, if I didn't cry, I guess it wouldn't have been the movie it was. But James Cameron is a magnificent director. He's not making any more big films, so I'm assuming the 3 hour movie was enough to die happy. But I love Titanic. It's such a tragic love story, and so much action and death. I absolutely love the end, where Jack and Rose meet up in a "heaven" kind of setting and all the passengers on the ship are back together in their magical fairyland of the Titanic.

It is better to be loved than to be not loved at all.